~LOVE ME -or- HATE ME~

had a long talk with a friend..
haven’t got the chance to have a private n personal conversation since ages..
all this while..if ever we meet up..we did it in a large crowd..
which most of the time the topic were general..
n we didn’t communicate via phone…

so got the chance to do that a while ago..
i feels great..
i smiled all the way…
we talk about a lot of stuff
life..relationship..family..
dan mengimbas kenangan yg mengusik jiwa.. ;p~
hehehhehehe….
hope to do it again…

*still smiling*

so i sleep early last night..
somewhere around 12.. =)
was a bt tired..
smlm tiba2 menjadi sangat rajin..
membasuh n mengilatkan sliding door..
if xde grill, for sure org akan langgar..serious..kilat gileerr…

nway,noy wake me up..
asking me either i wanna join ayol n her to the dentist..
it was almost 7am at the mo..
sgt segar..i got enough sleep..
then we went there somewhere around 8ish..
disappointed..we only get to set an appointment on monday,wed n friday..
so might go there tomorrow then..
then we went straight to jln gurney post office..
i re-new mama’s n my license..
it was fast..bcoz it was early..so belum ramai org..

rush home..
sbb sakit perut..nek terbersss ;p~
seriously…x suka keluar pagi..
sgt menyusahkan…la la la..
then me n ayol paint the shoe rack n mirror border..
mama been asking us to paint it..
but only last evening that we bought the paint from hardware store..
we paint it brown..it used to be black..hehehehehe..
it’s not really sunny outside..
hopefully it’ll be sunny..cepat sikit kering..
if hujan lagi payah..

nonoy is going to klcc with her friends..
thought of joining them..
tp kemalasan pun ade jugak..
see how it goes la..

p/s: mind the typos n grammars ait..
serious me sgt malas la nak baca 80 kali check..okies

so last weekend i went to sharina’s wedding…
she is wed to an army officer..
well,my dad is an army officer..so i don’t really like one..
i mean..as in to marry one..
but when i tend to grow up..
i really like to have one(ahhahahaha)..
would love to have a sword barrel wedding..gagagaggaga*berangan nih*..

i have all sort of dream…
it’s free to dream rite..who cares..
but none of it..has ben’s picture in it..
one of my dream is to marry a white guy..hhahahhaahha..
anak akan sangat chomell okeyh…

so last weekend..i saw these two types in one night..
as usual..i picture myself marrying one..hahahahaha
when we(me.pedd,fa n noy) were in maison..
there was a group of models..white…i think they r brazillian..
seriously hot okay…
i just can’t take my eyes away from them..
i keep on staring at them with my dreamy eyes..n farrina had to snap at me few times..gaggagagagaga..

but most of them came with their ‘model’ girlfriend..herghhh..
but their dancing is such a turn off…hahhahha..sggh x mengikut rentak..gila…
n actually got hit up by one of the whites…heheheh…nice heh..
but i dunno why..malaas nak layan…

then when i realize i much i miss ben..
how much i love him..
gila kan aku nih???
tiba2 kat tgh2 club emo di situ..
dunno..since that day..it makes me appreciate him more..
i shouldn’t take him for granted..
i dunno what open eyes…but seriously i just miss him every second…
even nonoy said..malas nak tanya apa2 pasal love life..sbb me tgh emo..so i will say that i love ben so much…
huhuhuhuhuhu…
sggh la x pija..saya sudah menjadi gila…

okay i know..
here i’m back again here..
can’t seem to make up my mind..
i’m like that..i just love to try things..hehehehhehe..

i kindda hate it..
tried to upload picture at the my new blog..n x habis2 error je..nyampah..
so nak try kat sini pulak..
okey..let me try this..

seeeeeeeeeeeeeee….
i can upload it here…
tried it too many times at my other blogs..
huhuuhuhuhuhuhuhu..
jangan mara..
guess i’ll stick here for a while now…

-don’t hate me becoz i’m beautiful..~-

this will be my last post here…
as i will be blogging somewhere else…
so people won’t get irritated with all the reminders anymore…
PM me for my new blog’s URL..
taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

had lots to tell..
great weekend..
but don’t feel like typing..
hahahhahaha..
so maybe next time..
;p~

-don’t hate me bcoz i’m beautiful~-

thought of colouring my hair last night..
i can’t find the colouring kit i bought few weeks back..
mama suka mengemas rumah,..
pastu simpan all those stuff kat tempat pelik2 la..
x sukerrr…

i dunno how would i look with the new colour..
kindda freaky..
because i’ve been colouring my hair since 12..ishishish..
so mcm kelakar je kalau hitam..
heheh…xpe belum cuba belum tau kan??
x suker..colour balik lain..
hehehehehhehe

r there any rehab that can cure my addiction??
since rehab is so in with AA list star in hollywood..
it’s like a trend..
it will be great if i can enter one too…
i need a rehab that can cure my addiction towards fish..
hehehehehheh..
seriously i just can’t stop myself from buying more fish..
n nonoy needs help too..definitely!!!

now there are 25 fishes in the tank!!!
n we bought air pump too..
so there r air bubles in that tank..
so pretty..
huhuhuuhu..
we went to kuan sang again just now..
since mama is on leave..
she wanted to tag along..
actually me n noy are quite embarrass to go to kuan sang..
we go there almost everyday..for the past few weeks.. ;p~
pekerje die pun dah kenal muka kite org..heheh..
so we buy 10 fish there..
6 tetra neon = mentol(what i name em) = pengtau(according to nonoy)..
n 2 more of the orange fish..
plus 2 of black tiger..bla bla..dunno the name..

just when i thought it’s enough of this addiction..
nonoy want more fish..
i said she is being ridiculous..
but mama said we should check out the fish shop at keramat permai..
so we went there..
n guess what..
noy bought another 2 gappy(si kipas) with baby blue fin..
n another two of that black tiger thungy..
gile seyhhhh….
then straight home…

so we start with our project..
me n noy place the air pump..
n put the fishes..
tp jadi kacau bilau..
hhahahhaaha..
that black tiger thingy kejar2 ikan mentolll…
si sesungut pun same..
so kite org terpaksa keluarkan all 6 of them…
ingat nak lepaskan kat fountain depan..
but mama cakap die nak..
so we put em in a round jug..
i decorate em with fake plants n colourful marbles…
n we rushed to the keramat permai fish shop to get oxygen balls for them..
mama thought of putting it in her office..niceeee…

will put up new pictures of em..soon ait..
tataaaaa~

-don’t hate me bcoz i’m beautiful~-

since everyone been pastoring me to make a post about my new fish tank..
so here it is…

so ben bought me an aquarium for my birthday.. ;D
with few fish in it..
n as i told u before..i’m obsess with fish..
so me n noy went to kuan sang..to add up few more fishes..hahahahha..
itu pun td nak pergi beli lagi..tp bangun lambat…
so here is some of the photos.. hmmmm…

i put the fish tank in me n noy’s room.. i put it on our chest drawer..
my fish tank in between noy’s fighting fishes.. ;p~

introducing nonoy’s fighting fish..
the one in this blue cap container is called Angelica..

this one is called bedazzled..
on the right is papa’s pic..hahahah
gile old skool…

there r all sort of fish in there..
me n noy even came up with a name..for every species..
we have 5 gappy..but we called em kipas..sbb ekor mcm kipas..
there r 4 tetra neon..i call em mentol..but noy insist on calling em pengtau..tah ape2 tah…
2 ikan kelisa yg sgt jahat…ade sesungut..so we called em sesungut..tetibe jadi ciconggok..suka2..heheh..
then there r 2 fish with beautiful fin..i dunno what species is that..but we call em harimau…
n the r another 4..from the same species but different colours..2 in orange n 2 in yellow black..
so they r called..oren n kuning itam…
but hate the orange fish..they’re so pretty..tp slalu nyorok bawah rumah or blakang..rumah..gila apa…

last friday was the day i celebrate 24 years of my life…
thanks to god… =D
nothing to shout about..
just celebrate it with my fam…
mama n ayol bought me blueberry cheese cake from secret recipe..nyum-nyum~
they sang me bday song..
blow some candles..
snap some picture n eat lotsa cake… ;p~
dzaza was around too..
here r some of the pic taken..

nonoy the manace..
sangat dengki..hendak menghancurkan kek ku..
n ayol yg sibuk tolong potongkan kek..
later at the evening..
me mama n noy went for our laces kebaya’s fitting at the tailor..
then straight to ikea..
they’re having sales..syiookk..
bought few stuff for our room..

nway,since i’m a bit obsess with fish lately..
ben bought me an aquarium n beautiful fishes.. =D
to put in my room..
sangat suka..
tapi macam malas nak basuh..
so ben will be coming tomorrow to clean it..heeheh..

received phone calls.., smss n comment from fster n myspace from friends..
thanks for the thought…
really appreciate it..

will come with another post soon..
byeee~

-don’t hate me bcoz i’m beautiful~-